HeARTworks

While onboard the FX, radio plays this old baduy Tagalog song, which woke me up: " Ipaglalaban ko hanggang sa dulo ng mundo, ang ating pag-ibig,di kita iiwan..."( https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=JpnPWDP9dFY) And I was like, "Stop it Lord. Yoko na nga maging christian o. Lagi na lang ako sablay and i have NO HEEAART." That part kept on repeating. " Ipaglalaban ko hanggang sa dulo ng mundo, ang ating pag-ibig,di kita iiwan..." Ang tagal nagpaulit-ulit as in. Unfortunately, i left my earphones at home so that paulit-ulit part kept repeating in my head even long after the song had ended. 😑 *** At Burger King while i was busy finishing my psycho-educational informal assessment materials, these lyrics from a Lady Gaga song suddenly caught my attention: " No matter what you know I'll, I'll fix you with My love ." I was suddenly distracted from my laser focus. Lord, is that You again? You'r...

    Yup. I was so down, so disappointed and just so irritated and angry with the people around me and of course, with myself. These nasty things happened all because of all the pent-up irritations exploding:  - I can no longer hide my "fierce burning eyes". My anger was simmering out from the bottom of my soul. - I no longer have the self-control to hide my fierce burning eyes from the old man (whom I found had been disrespectful of my time and personal space. He overstayed at home, consumes much of my time which causes me delay and late, and even disturbs me even if i am already in my room); - I just let the old man know how an intruder he had been (because he was asking but kept on nagging and scolding me on the streets, angered me more); Thus, my disrespectful and ego-deflating ways drove him more angry and more irrational. - and all of these events led to a present family conflict in our home. Simply because i was dead tired of insensitive and disrespectful peop...